Lullaby of the dying

The rain comes in
Washing away the blotted tears
the last trail of life
left on the cheek you caressed
Oh my little one
The time has come
To sing your lullaby
I need this rest
For I am weary from this pain
My eyes shall close never to open



"I bid farewell to grass of green
and the sunny days
the happiness the love and pain
Who I thought you were
who I ought to have been
All the days that should have been ours
The song you'll play that I'll never get to hear
The secrets I'd never get to share
I am cold now and I can say no more
the pain is too real to ignore"



The last lullaby sung
The last picture
soaked with rain and tears
waking up to darkness
This morning has no bliss
where does it come from?
all this pain?
The will to give in consumes me
The silver digs beneath my skin
deeper and deeper
looking for that pain


Damp soil fall
disturbing the earths peace
My breath is finally softening
the light is here
The tunnel they all talk about
I see it,I am almost there
Hush little one
I'll be at peace
No more choking
no more pain
I'll be at peace


(Exhale)




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Insane mind

Insane mind
I miss thee
you helped me climb
my Calvary
The shadow dances

In the dark we made

with trinkets of tears

Foaming on my face

You are the muse

that had kept me in doubt

oh my insane mind

your the only one

who can crack my skull

or break my heart

better off...better off

no I'm not...i still miss thee

my insane mind

the perfect excuse to do all the things

I never would

the masking

my deadly addiction

to be who I am

in my insane mind

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In the middle of nowhere..

It aches

I wait in silence

Transparent,am I?

Your words

So ever few

A miss you

Never included

Anticipation grows

Far away

Our thoughts collide

feelings hidden

Untold

I cry

Alone in confusion

Our mystery was it?

My hurt

is it pleasure

Your smile

So deceiving

Guilty before my sin

Despised

only in your eyes

Forgotten forever

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Strange

Strange it seems too soon for me
Since you walked out that door
I'm getting better
And I don't regret the past
I think of you and I can't remember
that feeling or that pain


Maybe I still want to hurt
But my mind has given up on remembering
It's time to move on they tell me
I can't understand
Is that possible that you're fading away
and I'm doing okay


I never thought I could
Or I would have to even care
Of how I'd be when I'd lose you for good
We gave up too early
Knowing we could have tried
but I see you now and I don't hurt inside


I'm not hurt that your okay without me
Its so plain to see
We're growing apart to nothing
We just don't care or feel anymore
And the walls between us like armour
the silence and space was never this comforting


Going back in time
The sweetness and bliss is no more
Am I the same..I wonder
How could have I changed
Confusing so as I make up my mind
To turn around and walk away




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The Love Poem

One moment was all it took

And I realised coz you had that look

With all that make us close and fine

With all the reasons that I can't make you mine

The very fraction divided by two

That's the very moment I fell in love with you

Maybe because you take me so high

Maybe because you don't try hard to make me cry

Your pictures make me smile

And I start to miss you when your gone for a while

How would I know when its' time to part?

How would I know if you will break my heart ?

Looking back,past all my heartache

I fear that you and I will also be a fake

So I will keep this feeling to myself

So that I wont lose you in the process

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Will I ?

Will I get

to kiss the sunset in those eyes?
your spark that never shows

my tears that never fall

how I long
to love,to hold

to know the feeling to be bold

Will I get
to tell the whole world
of the feeling inside
the confession took too long
distance cost me too much

how I wish

to know,to feel

your touch for my heart to heal

Will I see

A tear for me in your eyes

can you forget me so

promises were never kept

as the pages of our life turn

how I cry

to forget,to let go

and close you out behind the door

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Aftermath

Abused,mind and body

thoughts of yesteryear

haunt my sleep

trying,such a waste

to forget what only matters

beyond the cliff

there is darkness

and the pain I try to hide

Naked an bare

the cold floor is so numbing

wanting to wake up

from this hopelessness

hating every moment

of bitterness and defeat

I try not to lose it

the will to fight for life

The swelling gets worse

thoughts take over

depression kicks in

my nails dig deeper to the soil

I try to scream,choking blood

My voice caged in hollow bruises

decaying in ruins of regret

hurting with every breath

I try not to hate you or myself

time to leave is nigh

paying the price

for what you say I deserve

searching for what can't be found

it's a never ending escapade

to mend our broken lives

With no purpose..no gain

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